These past couple days
have been so amazing.
On Friday we had
to do splits because at the same time we had two appointments. Splits are always
hard because you don’t have another missionary to help guide the lesson, and I
never like doing them! But coming out of the lesson, we all (3 members came
with me so that they could get to know the family) were on cloud nine. Walking
out into the dark night, all our thoughts and feelings started bursting out,
and we had all felt the Spirit so strong.
On Saturday we had a
long-awaited baptism!!!!! She came early so we were calm and happy and could
talk with her about how she felt. She kept saying she felt calm and sure. But
hearing her bear her testimony for the first time after her baptism was even
better. It filled my heart to see how much she has progressed. She really and
truly knows the sacredness of the covenant she has made and the value of this
church she has found. If only everyone could know these things for themselves.
I know that God is the
father of our Spirits. I know that we lived with Him before we came here. I
know that coming here to earth is part of our Father’s plan for our eternal
progression, that He is so worried about us while we are here and just wants us
to be successful and come back to Him. He spends all his time and energy trying
to make that happen, without overriding our agency. I know that Jesus Christ is
our Heavenly Brother and that before sending us to earth, God prepared Him to
be our Savior and make our redemption possible. God didn’t send us to earth
without all the tools we’d need in order to come back and be perfected and
eternally happy, and Jesus Christ is the center. The prophets, the scriptures,
and priesthood, families, prayer: the list of tools at our disposal goes on and
on. I know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is sanctioned
and directed by Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ—it is the church that includes all the
tools. I have no doubt. I don’t apologize and I don’t want to
apologize—what I want is that everyone could know these things for themselves.
Every single one of us
is a child of God, and as such has the right to know these things for
themselves—if they humble themselves more than they ever have before, if they
truly desire and diligently work for that knowledge. It was not easy for me to
truly find out, but it is the best thing I have ever done and has brought me
more peace than I ever had before.