This week I got a few emails in which my family members
expressed their testimonies. These testimonies mean the world to me. Thank you.
I would absolutely love a testimony from each and every one of you. Whether it
is one line or one page, whether you are a member of the church or not, it is a
gift for me to peek into your hearts. A testimony is what you can’t see but you
know is true, and we have that capacity. To trust beyond what we can prove or
measure. Because we can feel. I know that inside every human body is a spirit—a
child of God that lived with Him before being born on earth—that feels. And
vaguely— very vaguely—recognizes that there is something greater. Not only a
Supreme Being, but a Supreme Plan. Before telescopes, we couldn't prove or
measure most of the other planets, but they were there, just waiting for us to
discover them. One day we will all see and hear God, but we don’t have to wait
until then to believe.
I know that God is our Heavenly Father, that He has a body of
blood and bones. That we accepted His offer to come to earth—suffer, laugh,
sacrifice, risk, love, create—and grow. We are brave.
We trusted that our Father would give us everything we need to
get back to Him—and He has. He has given us prayer to be able to talk to him
and the Holy Ghost to be able to feel His reply and know that He exists. He has
given us His church—which He directs through people that put His will above
their own—to teach us everything we can’t remember. He has given an ultimate
sacrifice that has healed or will heal every wound and trauma—lost limbs,
mental illness, abuse— His Son, Jesus Christ. There are no words to describe
His sacrifice.
He never overrides our freedom. But He has a bird’s eye view,
and has established His church to help us elevate our view and see the same.
There are many churches, but He is the head of one. I know without a doubt that
THIS is HIS church—the instruction manual from the Manufacturer. In His church,
we can be sealed with our families for time and all eternity. I know that He
has called many, including Moses, Peter, Joseph Smith, and Thomas S. Monson, to
be His representatives and establish His church. It’s not hard for me to
believe that God calls prophets in our day because the Lord is the same
yesterday, today, and forever. I know that those I mentioned and all the rest
He has sent throughout the history of the world are men of God because I have
read and Bible and the Book of Mormon and asked in prayer if they are true. And
what I felt was undeniable. I know the Lord answers petitions and answers
questions and truly exists.
Lots of people talk about life before and after the mission as
the “real world.” But I have learned that the world we live in isn’t the real
world. The movies and the music and the art are temporary things. There are
only three things that are permanent: our families, the things we learn, and
the person we are. This past year and a half, I haven’t seen TV, listened to
music, or gotten on the internet. But I have been more in the real world than
ever: The things I have been able to do are eternal. And I am grateful to my
Heavenly Father because I felt Him giving me health and strength to do them. I
am grateful to you—my family and closest friends—for your love and confidence
in me. Because I couldn’t have done it alone.